it's funny how one's attitude and outlook can change everything. like how the air smells fresher and the skies bluer, everything's prettier around you and waking up early doesn't make you feel like ripping the hair outta your scalp when you're basking in euphoria. but its possibly the truth for the opposite too, like when you're sad and somehow you feel like the writers of every sad song you listen to, had you in mind when they wrote that record. or when you wake up and have front row seats to a world's that cloaked in a dreary shade of grey or how food doesn't taste as good anymore -- you've lost your purpose in life.
and when put in a situation where you're totally down in the dumps, all anyone can do.. is to fight like hell so that our happy selves don't abandon us. what no one told us... is that feeling utterly hopeless, could totally break our spirits.
when you're dreaming with a broken heart, the waking up is the hardest part. you roll outta bed and down on your knees, and for the moment you can hardly breathe
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